Dear Mama,
I Am Absolutely
F*cking DEVASTATED
That You Are Gone To
Heaven So SOON …
AND THE WAY YOU WENT!!!!
May You Rest In Peace
While I Try To Find Mine.
Helen Moody Entzminger
September 7, 1941 To August 7, 2019.
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HELLO WORLD.
- WELCOME TO MY
- WEBSITE!
(The ABOVE VIDEO Is An Emotional,
“NOT AT PEACE“ ME On
September 24, 2016.
The Film Title Mentioned,
“Ms. High Self-Esteem
America” Has Been Changed To
…
“How To Love A Damaged Man, 1,2,3&4.”
THIS Is Why My Life Is DEDICATED To
Helping Young Women To NOT GET INTO
Toxic And Abusive Relationships
In The FIRST Place … AND
To HELPING OLDER WOMEN FIND THEIR
PEACE FROM BROKEN RELATIONSHIPS.)
AM THE #1 RELATIONSHIP
WRITER FOR TODAY’S WOMAN.
BASED OUT OF ATLANTA,
GEORGIA, I HAVE
“RESCUE WOMEN IN
ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS!”
THANK YOU!!!!!
Dear Friend,
URGENT! I Need Your
Help! PLEASE Do Not
Pass Me By!
THIS IS MY STORY …
And The Reason Why I Am
So Obsessed With Helping
Young Women Find Out
The ROOT CAUSES Of
Why They Are In
Abusive Relationships.
THE FILM AND TV SERIES
IS COMING SOON!!!
That’s All I Can Say
About It For Now!
STAY TUNED!!!!!
This BlogSite And All Of
My Productions Are
Dedicated To
ME AT AGE 26 When I
Was In A Suppressive
Marriage … And Was
Totally Overwhelmed
With 4 Kids Under The
Age Of 10. My Life Took
MANY Detours But I
ALWAYS Held On To My
DREAMS.
Sometimes … My Dreams
Were All I Had To Hold On
To And Keep Me Going.
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Rest In Peace
Angela Yvette Claiborne.
*BREAKING
NEWS!
*Somewhere … Out There …
There Is A Woman Who Is
About To Get Into An
Abusive Relationship!
SHE NEEDS OUR HELP
So She Can Make An
INFORMED Decision!!!*
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2019
DO YOUR
FRIEND A
FAVOR AND
BLESS HER
WITH THE
GIFT OF HIGH
SELF-ESTEEM!
So With THAT
Said …
**(screams)**
HI! I AM …
LONDON,
SISTAGIRL #1!
WELCOME
TO MY
BLOG OF MY
JOURNEY TO
BECOME A
FILM & TV
PRODUCER!
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*GIVE THE GIFT
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INSTEAD OF
GIVING YOUR
FRIENDS A
SWEATER OR
PURSE AS A
GIFT, GIVE
THIS BOOK
AS A GIFT
TO YOUR FRIENDS
WHO ARE ALWAYS
CALLING YOU
WITH THEIR
SAME OL’
RELATIONSHIP
ISSUES
AND DRAMA …
THEN WHEN YOU
GIVE THEM YOUR
ADVICE, THEY
DON’T TAKE IT
… AND THEN
NEXT WEEK THEY
CALL YOU AND
WANT YOU TO
SPEND HOURS
ON THE PHONE
WITH THEM
LISTENING
TO THE SAME
ISSUES/DRAMA!
GIVE THIS BOOK
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SO, WITH THAT SAID ….
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**HELLO WORLD!**
(this is me wearing my FAVORITE
red t-shirt!) I am Writer/Producer
“London, SistaGirl #1.”
AGAIN, WELCOME TO MY BLOG …
MY JOURNEY FROM BEING
NOTHING … TO BECOMING A
FEATURE FILM PRODUCER!
I AM FINALLY STRONG ENOUGH
(YOU HAVE TO CRAWL BEFORE YOU
CAN WALK!) TO PRODUCE
“HOW TO STOP YOUR MAN FROM
CHEATING? ADVICE FROM MY
FATHER’S OTHER WOMAN” AND
“HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED
MAN 1, 2, 3 & 4!”
***THANK YOU FOR
YOUR HELP!!***
READ MY JOURNEY BELOW … AND,
AGAIN, IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO HELP
WITH THE FILMS, PLEASE DONATE
$35 (plus s/h) ($39 ON
GOFUNDME) AND I WILL SEND YOU
AN AUTOGRAPHED COPY OF MY
316 PAGE RELATIONSHIP
TEXTBOOK! (Ships 10/31/19)
(this is me wearing my FAVORITE black turtleneck! Girlllll, I LOVE a black turtleneck! OBSESSED with them! lol! I wear those things to DEATH!!! lol!)
I KNOW YOU’RE LIKE …
Um, uh, WHO ARE YOU?
WHO THE HECK IS
LONDON, SISTAGIRL #1?
(lol)
I am a little girl with a dream who grew up trying to FIGURE OUT how to make that dream come true. (That’s ME at age 6. Notice how I squint my eyes in all my photos!)
(Oh! This is my graduation photo! I was already a teenage mother (I had my daughter when I was 16) but I didn’t let that stop me! I’ve been trying to find my way and pursue my dreams ALL MY LIFE! NEVER, EVER, EVER GIVE UP! Sometimes you may have to slow down but NEVER, EVER STOP!))
3/12/16 – WILL THE PAIN EVER STOP? WILL I EVER “LET IT GO?” I cry as I look back at my graduation photo and I have to “go back” and hug that girl I used to be and tell her how proud I am of her.
I was pregnant at 16. I wasn’t a bad or rebellious girl. Sometimes, over the course of my life, when I was drinking a little wine (okay, a LOT of wine), I would scream at God, “IF I DIDN’T HAVE TO DROP OUT OF THE CHEERLEADING SQUAD, I WOULDN’T HAVE GOTTEN PREGNANT COS I WOULD HAVE BEEN AT CHEERLEADING PRACTICE!” (No, I’m not blaming other people for me not keeping my legs closed.)
Anyway, when I became pregnant, I DID NOT drop out of school. I STAYED in high school while walking around in MATERNITY wear … having everybody gossip about me … having some friends NOT be friends with me anymore because their parents thought I was a bad influence … I had my teachers tell me they were so disappointed in me because they had believed that I was gonna be SOMEBODY and MAKE SOMETHING of my life and now I had ruined my life by getting pregnant.
I HAD ALL THAT GOING ON (I won’t EVEN go into the “baby daddy” drama right now. We’ll save THAT hot-mess for a different day!) … BUT I STILL GRADUATED 9TH OUT OF 365!!! (To this day I’m still mad about that because they only picked the top 8 for National Honor Society and I wasn’t able to wear that thing around my graduation robe or sit with THEM because I was #9. I had gotten a “D” in gym class cos I couldn’t do the exercises (Helloooo I was pregnant!) so my gym teacher gave me an essay to write so I wouldn’t get an “F” in the class. (I got an “A” on the essay.) The “D” lowered my G.P.A. (grade point average) and THAT’S why I had to graduate 9th).
Plus, I was nominated for Homecoming Queen but couldn’t “run for it” because they didn’t think a teen mother was a good role model.
Sorry. I didn’t mean to vent and write all of this. I’m just “in my feelings” today. I guess I’m trying to say, NEVER EVER GIVE UP TRYING TO ACHIEVE YOUR DREAMS!! If you believe in yourself and your talent … after you fall down … give yourself a few minutes (or hours) to sulk and feel disappointed … THEN PICK YOUR ASS BACK UP AND KEEP GOING!
Oh, and that baby girl I had as a 16 year old unwed mother? (in my proud mama voice) She has her Master’s Degree, has SEEN the parts of the world she wanted to see and is NOW ready to settle down! I am so proud of her (as I’m proud of ALL my kids)! (And, yes, I made sure she was a high school cheerleader! lol!)
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
THANKS FOR
LETTING ME
VENT! ♥ ♥
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1. WHO AM I NOW?
I’M A WRITER
WHY ARE THERE
ONE MILLION
RELATIONSHIP
ADVICE BOOKS
BUT TODAY’S
SINGLE WOMAN
ALWAYS SEEMS
TO HAVE
RELATIONSHIP
DRAMA AND
RELATIONSHIP
ISSUES?
MY TEXTBOOKS
ANSWER
THAT QUESTION!!
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Girlll, you know THESE days
EVERYBODY TALKS ABOUT
RELATIONSHIPS! And, the
funny thing about it is that …
the more folks TALK about
relationships and WRITE
“everybody saying the same
old thing!” advice books and blogs,
talk shows, tips, hints, web series,
suggestions, etc. …
THE MORE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS
today’s woman seems to have!
I LOVE to chat about relationships and
give my opinion and “two cents worth!”
(smile) In fact, I have such a VAST,
UNIQUE perspective and
experience; I have such an interesting
depth & different insight and “take
on things” that … I wrote a 316
page relationship TEXTBOOK
just for you or your friends!
(Most folks write a book. I wrote
2 TEXTBOOKS! bahahahaha!
I’m always “doing too much!)
(this is me at stage play rehearsal wearing my “#2 favorite” T-shirt eating a tortilla chip!)
Anyway, after years and years and years
and years (lol!) of writing & editing …
and writing and editing again … and
writing and editing A MILLION MORE
TIMES … and being OBSESSIVE
with trying to get the textbook PERFECT
… I am FINALLY ready … I am FINALLY
confident enough to LAUNCH …
to SHIP OUT my long-awaited,
gossiped-about, highly anticipated,
“not the same ol’, same ol’ as
everything else out there”
POWERFUL, SCANDALOUS,
LIFE-CHANGING, HUSTLE-
EXPOSING MASTERPIECE
relationship textbook titled …
___________________________________
*HOW TO BEAT THAT
B*TCH AT HIS OWN
GAME:
The Hustler/Cheater/
Abuser’s PLAYBOOK &
RELATIONSHIP
SEMINAR!”
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**MY OUTSTANDING BOOK
IS WHY A READER CALLED
ME … THE #1 RELATIONSHIP
WRITER FOR TODAY’S
WOMAN! I LOVE THAT
TITLE AND I AM HONORED
TO LIVE UP TO IT!!
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(This is me. lol. Giiiirrrrrllll, WHAT I TOLD YOU?! I L-O-V-E A BLACK TURTLENECK!!!)
HERE’S AN EXCERPT
FROM MY BOOK INTRO!
Today’s Woman Is Being BOMBARDED with opinions and advice on “How To Be A Good Woman.” You’re constantly being told what YOU’RE doing wrong … and how YOU need to treat your man GOODER and BETTER so you won’t be ALONE. You’re so focused on your “catching and keeping a man” HUNT that this is making some of you OVERLOOK MAJOR “ish” when it comes to the guys you are hastily jumping into relationships with and marrying … and then hurtfully and bitterly complaining about them later. It’s easy to throw on some lipstick and stilettos and search the dating websites, clubs, churches or events and FIND a man. But, GIRL, EVERY man that you FIND is not meant to be KEPT. I don’t care if he is, “tall, cute, has money and a penis the size of Spain!” Some of those bitches you need to throw RIGHT back into the gutter or VIP section or friend’s house or church where you found them.
There Are Soooo Many “Good” Men In The World But … In Your Search To Find Them, Some Of You Are Settling For Wolves Who Are “Coming At You” Disguised As “Good Men.” You MUST “Arm Yourself” By Educating Yourself Against The Wolves In The World Who Are Plotting To Devour You, Your Friends, Your Daughters And Your Nieces. But, don’t worry because “I Have Returned From Living In The “LAND OF THE WOLVES” And I Brought Back Their Playbook!” Let Me Explain …
**TO READ THE REST OF THE BOOK
INTRO … CLICK ON THE
“OPRAH/INTRO” TAB!**
(Again, this is me at age 26! WHO KNEW that a boring-looking chick reading a book, wearing a plaid blue long skirt, totally devoid of sex appeal, who looked as HOMELY, CAGED-UP, TIRED OUT, WEAK and TRYING TO HOLD ON as I did … would GROW UP and EVOLVE and become the FIERCE writer of a RELATIONSHIP TEXTBOOK with chapters as titillating as these …)
HERE IS MY EXCITING
BOOK CHAPTER LIST!!!!
1. “Stop Bringing Your Good Booty Calls To The Family Breakfast Table!”
2. Go Look In The Mirror. Are You The Woman A Hustler/Cheater/Abuser Is Searching For?
3. Maybe God Was Too Busy To Do A Background Check!
4. Be Honest. Have You Ever Considered Getting Into A Relationship With A Woman Because You Are Tired Of Being Hurt By Men?
5. How Did We Go From A Potential Relationship To You Only Calling Me For Sex?
6. WHY Is It The Responsibility Of Other Women To Tell A Married Man To Go Home To His Wife?
7. Letter To Oprah About Cheating With Married Men
8. “Look, He Don’t Want You No More!
There’s Your CLOSURE Right There!”
9. “Before You Go Beat A B*tch’s Ass For Messing With Your Man!” CHECKLIST
10. Are You Going To Let Your Loneliness Turn You In “Mistress Material?”
11. Do You Think It’s Fair For You To “Jump Into” An Abusive Relationship And Then Call Yourself A Domestic Violence “Victim?”
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**SOUNDS GREAT,
DOESN’T IT? lol!
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AN ****AUTOGRAPHED,
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In the meantime, CLICK
ON “Oprah/INTRO,”
“Book Excerpts”
and “GET BOOK!” to read
book previews!
(After you read book excerpts, don’t
forget to read my “producer” journey/
blog below! Thank you! (big smile))
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2. I AM A WRITER/
PRODUCER.
(This is ME with my new SECOND favorite t-shirt. You can see by the neckline that the shirt is now too big for me but … I LOVE THAT SHIRT AND ITS’ MESSAGE AND I INTEND TO WEAR IT TO DEATH!) (Heavy Sigh. I Don’t Know WHAT The Hell Was Going On With My Hair That Day! But, I REALLY Like The Photo!
It Has A “Who? ME?” Quality to It! lol!)
Anyway, I wasn’t
sure how to go about
achieving my dream
of becoming a
film producer
but … I HAVE TO
HAVE MY FILMS!
So, I wrote &
produced 6 stage
plays trying to get
myself “discovered.”
So far … I haven’t
been “discovered”
as a writer yet!! lol
But, not a problem,
cos I DISCOVERED
MYSELF!!!!!!
Let me show you
what I’ve *DONE*
so far … and if you
can help get me to
the next level, again,
I APPRECIATE IT!
Here’s my …
***2014-15
“I STEPPED
OUT ON FAITH”
STAGE PLAY
***JOURNEY!****
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In March, 2014, I stepped out on faith to pursue my dream of becoming an independent film producer. I asked myself, “From where I am now, with the limited RESOURCES I have, how do I make that happen? How do I GET there?” I already had the BASIC film script so I decided I would “test the waters” and “work out all the kinks” and do a stage play first. ABOVE is a picture of some of the first cast I put together!
This is actress Courtney Foy. She STARRED as “Coco Robinson” in my first stage play: “How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: ADVICE FROM MY FATHER’S OTHER WOMAN.” Courtney was an incredible, strong muse in the role of “Coco Robinson.”
This photo is from cast auditions in April, 2014! (The audition videos are at the bottom of this page.) These people were soooooo interesting and inspired and “shaped” and TAUGHT ME sooooo much!
This is the cast of characters/actors that inspired “The Robinson Family.” They Are The ORIGINAL ROBINSON FAMILY. These people INSTANTLY “vibed” with each other and felt like a family! To this day, I don’t know if these folks know how much they shaped and inspired me. lol! I keep using the word “inspire” because that’s the CORRECT word … they truly were my INSPIRATION … they were my MUSES!
Here is another cast photo of the “early” Robinson family. (That’s me in the middle with the black top on!) Different people dropped out of the project for different reasons and I experienced INTENSE emotions and “growing pains.” I had MAJOR FEELINGS OF INSECURITY (I don’t mind sharing that with you) as I tried to get my dream RIGHT and keep it on track! I felt like giving up about a billion times but I couldn’t because writing and producing are my LIFE. They are OXYGEN to me. So, I stubbornly kept on going.
This is me with some of the bikers at the motorcycle club! I want to thank Striker’s Motorcycle Club in Atlanta, GA. I was on a “shoestring” budget (that means “NO budget!” bahahahhaha!) so that’s where I held my auditions and most rehearsals. I am forever grateful to them. They helped make the dream happen.
I LOVE this photo so much. This was June, 2014 and I had to do ANOTHER audition for the “new” Robinson family. I am sooooo emotional because looking at this photo makes me cry. It was HOT AS HELL outside and everybody looked great as they dressed in character. In their own way, these actors taught me SO very much. It was a very humbling experience. (R.I.P. To Kristy Love, the original BLISS PARKER, who is the lady in the black & white outfit behind the guy in the white shirt.)
Here is a photo of our play rehearsal in July, 2014. Again, I get emotional looking at this picture and thinking about that particular time on my “indie film producer” journey. I was definitely working with some WINNERS! Again, these new people ALSO “shaped” and “molded” me and took me to a whole ‘notha level as a writer/producer! lmbo!
This was the flier I did in August, 2014 to promote the stage play! Shouts out to my daughter for taking most of my photos and doing the videos. I don’t have a multi-million dollar film & TV budget … YET. (But, it’s coming!!) But, how do you start from scratch and achieve your dream when you have practically nothing? Do you let that STOP you … or do you sacrifice and figure out a way? That’s why I never want to forget where I came from!
Wow!!! Here is a cast photo from August, 2014! As I look back on that summer of struggle, I now realize that my cast and I were creating MAGIC! … TIME WILL TELL THAT WE WERE CREATING SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL … and we didn’t even know it!!!! My cast looks very eclectic and interesting. I am determined that my “work” is NEVER going to be ordinary. I’m laughing as I remember how I was trying to do “BIG” things with a very small budget! (lol!) EVERYONE pulled together and made the project work. We made it happen! We did it!
Here’s a wonderful photo of me and some of the cast right before these beautiful women were about to take the stage! (smh. What is going onnnnnnn with my hair!) Whew! The DRESSING ROOM drama my actors had to face was intense! They KILLED it on stage though! Smooches and shouts out to them!!
OMG! This is Jovan. The day before the stage play, he had to REPLACE … and LEARN THE LINES FOR … THE LEADING MALE CHARACTER! OMG! Talk about stress! Talk about DRAMA! Talk about people looking at me crazy, like, “alright, what the heck are you going to do?!” But, Jovan pulled it off … and did an absolutely awesome job! I am forever grateful to him. Plus, Jovan was funny as heck in the role of “Big Deke!”
After I did the September 7, 2014 stage play, I felt an INTENSE feeling of “let down.” Yes, the play was a small success but I felt like, “What do I do next? What’s the next step on my journey? Which way do I go now to get to my ultimate destination of being an indie film producer?” So I decided to do the stage play again and change up some things. I added a new character … ARIELLA! This is Remeisha at her audition for the role of Ariella Robinson! She’s a FIERCE model! LOVE her!
Here I am at rehearsal with the actresses playing Tiara and Nessa Robinson. The THRILL and the HIGH I get from watching actors bring my characters to life is IMMEASURABLE. It’s a DRUG, it’s OXYGEN, it’s AIR, it’s NECESSARY, it’s LIFE-GIVING and LIFE-SUSTAINING to me. Ya feel me? (smile)
Here I am at rehearsal with my cast again. We were rehearsing at Amy’s and Natana’s house so THANK YOU to both of them! My cast was wonderful and pitched in to make things happen. These people watched (and helped) me grow as a producer. Plus they were excited about my work and made me feel like I was giving them GREAT material to work with! (of course they’re SUPPOSED to say that! lol!) They bolstered my confidence! It is MY honor to have met and worked with them!
And, here we are, taking our BOWS after the December 7, 2014 performance of “How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: ADVICE FROM MY FATHER’S OTHER WOMAN.” The performance wasn’t perfect and my face is STILL frowned up over some things! The DAY OF THE SHOW I had to go onstage and play one of the major characters! I was on stage READING FROM THE SCRIPT IN MY HANDS! But, do you know what? The #1 thing is that we pulled it off! WE GOT IT DONE!
Lol! Here are actresses Andrea Kantargis and Patricia Rosario who were outstanding and funny in their roles as “Becky” and “Sister Keke.” Heavy sigh. AGAIN, LOOKING AT THIS PHOTO MAKES ME EVEN HUNGRIER TO BRING THIS PROJECT TO FILM STATUS! These characters were funny as heck and I want to develop them! Uggggh!!!!!
Wow!!! And, here’s me and some of the cast right after our December 7, 2014 performance of “How To Stop Your Man From Cheating: ADVICE FROM MY FATHER’S OTHER WOMAN!” OMG, you will NEVER believe the drama that happened on that day! I will save “what happened” for my upcoming documentary but TRUST … you WILL BE hearing about it! lol! But through it ALL, I learned that I was on the right track and there was no place else on earth I would rather be! I am BURNING with passion and love for what I do … and I found out that I am GREAT at what I do! I never would have learned this if I hadn’t stepped out on faith to achieve my dream!
Here’s another photo of some of the cast after the December 7, 2014 stage play performance. That stage play ALSO made me even HUNGRIER and IMPATIENT-er (lol. Is that a word?) and HELL BENT on getting my film! I’m impatiently tapping my feet like, okay, I’ve done that (the stage play)! I’ve accomplished that goal. Now, how do I get to the NEXT level?! lmbo!!!!!! You ever feel IMPATIENT about your life and wonder which step to take next?
So, my next step was to write and produce …
The incredible stage play, “STOP BRINGING YOUR GOOD BOOTY CALLS TO THE FAMILY BREAKFAST TABLE!” … which is also a chapter in my book! This is LaShone Garth who STARRED as “Miss Lady” Robinson. Girl, if you knew the “messiness” and drama SHE stepped into! lol! But LaShone did an EXCELLENT, OUTSTANDING and AMAZING job taking over the starring role as “Miss Lady!”
And this is Aniya who co-starred as “Lil’ Lady” Robinson, Miss Lady’s daughter. Aniya did an OUTSTANDING job!
Here’s the cast of “STOP BRINGING YOUR GOOD BOOTY CALLS TO THE FAMILY BREAKFAST TABLE!” The play was a GREAT story and was a small success. Not a HUGE success but a teensy success. But my cast and I got the job done! Some people don’t even get THAT far! But, again, heavy sigh, completing THAT production made me even HUNGRIER and FRUSTRATED and RESTLESS and ANT-SIER for my feature film!
Here is a picture of our audience TOTALLY ENGROSSED in the “STOP BRINGING YOUR GOOD BOOTY CALLS TO THE FAMILY BREAKFAST TABLE!” stage play. If you look really hard, you can see ME over towards the top left (in my favorite red shirt!) WATCHING MY PRODUCTION, laughing LOUDER than the audience! I LOVE to watch my work! Again, it is the OXYGEN that keeps me LIVING!
Every time I look at this freakin’ photo from “STOP BRINGING YOUR GOOD BOOTY CALLS TO THE FAMILY BREAKFAST TABLE,” I get, AGAIN, restless and antsy! This was SUCH a powerful, outstanding scene! I CAN’T WAIT TIL YOU SEE IT!
Here is me and the “STOP BRINGING YOUR GOOD BOOTY CALLS TO THE FAMILY BREAKFAST TABLE” cast about to take our bows! GREAT JOB!!!
So after THAT play was over, I was restless and anxious AGAIN. I emotionally wrestled with myself because that play didn’t take me to where I wanted to be … a film producer. I kept asking myself, “What’s the NEXT step on my journey to becoming a filmmaker?”
****So … I sat down and WROTE … TWO NEW stage plays!
“How To Love A Damaged Man” and “How Did We Go From A Potential Relationship To You Only Calling Me For Sex?” (which is also based off a chapter in my book!)
The storyline for “How To Love A Damaged Man” was OUTSTANDING. The stage play starred Fabian Latrone as “Phillip Robinson” and Jamelia Potter as “Vy Robinson” … two AMAZING actors I have worked with before!
This is the absolutely beautiful flier Fabian (“Phillip Robinson”) designed for “HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN!” stage play! Thank you again Fabian!
This photo gives me goosebumps and makes me cry. Jamelia did SUCH an INCREDIBLE job as gospel singer “Vy Robinson.” I cannot WAIT for you to see this story.
This AMAZING stage play had my usual “low budget” drama attached to it! lol! This is a scene with Garrett Patterson and Darshetta Stewart (who played Jeff and Sarah. Actually, they were in TWO of my plays at the same time!). They are sitting on my ACTUAL living room furniture … as in, furniture from my house! bahahahaha! (I can laugh now. I was NOT laughing that day!) We did the stage play ON THE FLOOR of the venue so, amazingly, it turned out being really cool and “homey,” but, GIRL, I will tell you about that behind-the-scenes drama in my upcoming “motivational” documentary!!!! But, although the venue folks were almost 40 minutes late opening up the building … and the actors were out in the parking lot in 85 degree weather rehearsing a run-through of the play … WE DID THAT AMAZING STAGE PLAY!!!
Here’s another great shot of my SOFA, RUG and TABLE! bahahahahaah!!!! Oh, yeah, and that’s Fabian and Jamelia as “Phillip and Vy Robinson!” doing their usual GREAT job! They made an outstanding team!
What a GREAT photo of Jeanette Pelt as she plays the role of “Martha Robinson,” the matriarch of The Robinson Family! She is sooooo incredibly funny! OMG, like I can’t WAIT for you to see this scene! OMG, heavy sigh, just looking at this photo is making me sooooo restless and antsy again! I can’t WAIT to get my feature film so you can see and enjoy my work!!!!!
Here I am with the cast of “HOW TO LOVE A DAMAGED MAN!” Again, it was a small production but WE DID THAT!!!!!! And, again, it made me HUNGRIER for MORE, MORE, MORE!! I can’t wait ’til you get to see it!!! (I was contacted by a “big” promoter to take the play on tour but that didn’t pan out. Heavy sigh. I was sooooo disappointed but I was also MAD at myself for getting my hopes up again.)
So, after I finished THAT production …
THIRTEEN (13) DAYS LATER … I did a TOTALLY different stage play that I had written …
“HOW DID WE GO FROM A POTENTIAL RELATIONSHIP TO YOU ONLY CALLING ME FOR SEX?”
YEP! 13 DAYS LATER! TALK ABOUT FREAKIN’ PRESSURE!!!!!!!! BUT … WE DID IT!!!!!! In fact, that’s my NEW nickname … “Miss GET IT DONE!!” (lol. I have a lot of nicknames for myself!)
Here is Robin Brown in her role as “Miss Carrie Calloway,” the STAR of “HOW DID WE GO FROM A POTENTIAL RELATIONSHIP TO YOU ONLY CALLING ME FOR SEX?” Robin, as usual, did a great job! In fact, she did such a great job that I lost a bet to her and had to give her a bottle of wine! lol!
(Photo courtesy of (and thank you to) Kia Morgan Smith, www.cincomom.com)
I LOVE this shot of the stage! The cast was soooo cramped that they wanted to perform the show on the floor. I was like, “As much as I paid for this venue?! Oh heck no! We gonna perform on the stage even if y’all have to sit on each other’s laps!!!” bahahahhaaha! Even though they had limited movement, the cast performed the heck out of that show and made … ***MAGIC!!!***
This is Michaela who joined the cast TWO WEEKS before we went on stage, learned ALL her lines and KILLED the role of “Lil Lady” Robinson! She played the daughter of “Miss Lady” Robinson. This is SUCH an amazing, profound scene! (Photo courtesy of (and thank you to) Kia Morgan Smith, www.cincomom.com)
OMG! What a GREAT photo! Two BEASTS at work! (That’s a compliment.) Tonia Wilson (left) played the role of “Martha Robinson” and here’s Robin Brown as “Miss Carrie Calloway.” I cannot WAIT until you see this storyline! Then you’ll know why I used the word “beasts!” What an AWESOME showdown! (Photo courtesy of (and thank you to) Kia Morgan Smith, www.cincomom.com)
Lol! Here’s Tanya Adams Barrett who played the role of “Bertha Lee Robinson.” She did a GREAT, INSPIRING job! Heavy sigh. Uh oh. I’m getting super restless and antsy again. I absolutely cannot WAIT for you to see this story!
(Photo courtesy of (and thank you to) Kia Morgan Smith, www.cincomom.com)
Lol! Here’s Jayda and Heaven who played the roles of “Muffy” and “Fluffy.” These two model/actresses learned their lines quickly and did an outstanding job! AGAIN … HEAVY SIGH! Looking at these photos make me SO HUNGRY AND THIRSTY for you to see this story and laugh with me!!!!! Uggggghhh! I am so freakin’ RESTLESS!!! (Photo courtesy of (and thank you to) Kia Morgan Smith, www.cincomom.com)
Here is the awesome cast of “HOW DID WE GO FROM A POTENTIAL RELATIONSHIP TO YOU ONLY CALLING ME FOR SEX?” As I keep saying, it was a small production (loaded with my usual “super-low budget” drama) but the cast did a GREAT JOB and REALLY brought the story to life! They even received a STANDING OVATION!!!!!!!
(Photo courtesy of (and thank you to) Kia Morgan Smith, www.cincomom.com)
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IF YOU HAVE READ THIS
FAR (lol) … SO,
THAT’S WHAT I’VE DONE!
AS YOU CAN SEE, I’VE
BEEN PLODDING ALONG
LIKE A TURTLE … FEELING
MY WAY … LITTLE BIT BY
LITTLE BIT!!! lol!
So, after that play, AGAIN,
I asked myself, “What’s The
Next Step On My Journey?”
THIS IS WHAT I DID NEXT:
I wrote a new stage play!
Lol! I WROTE AND PRODUCED
MY 6TH STAGE PLAY!
(Yes it was small and low-
budget! lol! But it was
a GREAT storyline, it was
OUTSTANDING and an
INCREDIBLE EDUCATION FOR
ME! I LEARNED SO MUCH!)
Here are some “play” pics!
OMG! This is Garrett Patterson (as Jay Brownstone) and Robin Brown (as “Miss Carrie” Calloway)! These two professionals played the HELL out of these roles. Their chemistry was SO perfect and intense and sexy on stage that I needed a cigarette and I DON’T EVEN SMOKE! bahhahahaha! I TOTALLY cannot wait for you to see this!!
Lol! This is Jennifer Janae who played the role of “Crimson Calloway!” Crimson was a new character I developed and Jennifer TOTALLY brought her to life! Watching professionals bring my characters into existence … that’s my “HIGH.” It makes me put down the alcohol! bahahahahaha!!!!!
What a GREAT shot of Jennifer Janae and Robin Brown! They played sisters CRIMSON and “MISS CARRIE” Calloway! They are KILLING it in their outfits and the way they expressed their characters!
Lol! What a GREAT shot of Tanya Adams Barrett who played “Bertha Lee Robinson,” Lena Harley (in pink) who played the new “Martha Robinson” (I’ve had 3!) and LaShone Garth as “Miss Lady” Robinson! Again, they all did a GREAT job!
Bahhahahahaha!!!! This is actress Teresa Williams who played the role of “Sapphire Robinson!” She was AWESOME and her character was enlightening! This is her expressing herself sensually! You are going to DIE from laughing when you see this! I can’t wait!!
Here’s a great shot! Remember Jamelia Potter who played the role of “Vy Robinson” in “How To Love A Damaged Man?” Well, here she is as “Sugar Baby” Calloway in THIS play! She did a great job … AGAIN!!!
(Bravo, bravo!) Here’s the cast taking their bow! The lady in the middle with the red dress … that’s LENA!! She had attended a couple of my previous stage plays and said she really wanted a chance to get back into acting. Well, I gave her the opportunity, she did an outstanding job and was proud of herself! And that makes me sooooo happy! GIVING PEOPLE OPPORTUNITIES TO PURSUE THEIR DREAMS AND HAVING THEM APPRECIATE THAT MAKES ME DELIRIOUSLY HAPPPPPYYYYYY!
(Bravo, bravo AGAIN!!!) Here is the awesome cast of the stage play “HOW TO BEAT THAT “B” AT HIS OWN GAME!” (There’s ME on the back row to the far right!) This play had INCREDIBLE drama because I was working with my usual low-budget (lol) but …
Guess what? After I completed THIS play, I felt “OFF THE CHARTS” CONFIDENT!” I no longer feel frustrated, antsy, “which way do I go now?” and trying hard to find the next step to my filmmaker goal.
Why am I not frustrated? Because my self-esteem and confidence is at an ALL-TIME HIGH! I KNOW what the next step is … and I’m READY FOR IT! I feel confident and capable. I AM READY TO GO WORLDWIDE!!!!
CHECK BACK IN NOV.
2019 COS I WILL BE
FINISHED UPDATING
THIS PART OF MY
JOURNEY!!
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I CAN’T WAIT
FOR YOU TO
ENJOY MY
1st FILMS!
BUT I NEED
YOUR HELP!
HOW CAN
YOU HELP?
DONATE AT LEAST $39
TO DOMESTIC ABUSE
FILM “GO FUND ME”
FUNDRAISER (link is up
top) AND RECEIVE A
COPY OF MY
RELATIONSHIP
TEXTBOOK!
As you have read (and
seen through photos),
I have been
producing small plays
and “working out my
kinks” and scratching
and clawing my way to
becoming a feature
film producer!
If you donate to the
film fund, I’ll be able to
bring you AMAZING FILM
& TV STORIES that you
can relate to!
****(PLUS, AGAIN, YOU’LL RECEIVE
A COPY OF MY AWESOME BOOK!!!)
Well … that’s all I got! (smile)
I hope you will help!
Thank you and SEE YOU AT
THE FILM PREMIERE!!
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P.S. 2019 WILL
BE AMAZING!
BUT I NEVER WANT TO
FORGET MY 2014-15
STAGE PLAY JOURNEY
when I felt I was
a “nobody with
nothing” … who
STEPPED OUT with
nothing … but FAITH!
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HEY GUYS! HERE
ARE SOME “BEHIND
THE SCENES”
VIDEOS WE
PRODUCED!
WITH YOUR HELP,
I AM NOW READY
TO PRODUCE MY
FIRST FEATURE
FILM & TV SERIES!
THANK YOU FOR
YOUR HELP!!!!!!
****Start At The Video At BOTTOM Of
This Page And Work Your Way Up! lol!
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